Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Horribly down

It turns out my claim for my scoliosis op ran into some complications... wrong info from NUH and a three-months-later payout from MediShield notwithstanding. Why do all these rebate schemes have to be so darn complicated???

And partially because of that I’m now awfully down in the dumps, as if someone’s pulled the rug from under my feet. I’m now more dark and bitter than ever--the last time I felt this way was before my A-levels. I won’t dress this post up because I do not know how. I sing hymns and go to church in vain, and I can’t even hide it any more. Where is the joy I got when I first besought the Lord and His grace?

Heavenly Father, I am weak but You are strong. Help me regain my footing; help me hold on to You no matter what.

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