Why does all this rubbish happen to me? First I go through all this complication making a subsidy claim from the Army after NUH gave us the wrong information, and now my left leg seizes up in an awful, awful muscular pain.
What the heck's going on??? I mean, the hospital problem was bad enough, but when you can't get any sleep thanks to the muscles in your leg screaming away in the worst leg pain you've ever felt that same night... oh no.
But I know one thing: God watches over me, and He has allowed this to happen. As He allows all our sufferings. Why? Humanly speaking, despite everything that has been said and written, I wish we knew more about pain than He has let on. But then it's His decision, not ours. This world and these bodies are not permanent homes. The apostle Paul compared them to tents you rough out a few nights in before going to your real home--a house made for you to truly live out your life in.
That's the best I can type with my leg muscles hurting, grinding like crazy. I've already taken two Panadols with muscle relaxant, so pain, pain PLEASE go away!!!
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